Poem my friend wrote about her brother's recent death!

THE DAY November fourteenth, two thousand two Plays back in my head The memories of me and you Talking outside just like best friends Same ole same ole Not knowing today would be the end We talked about moms birthday What we would do Whatever you want sis, its up to you We discussed what I wanted for my birthday, and I said a car Ill get you a Porsche, a Ferrari, whatever you want, Of course matchbox by far I remember looking at your face You looked so handsome Gregory, so pure My baby brother so full of grace You said this would be a very special birthday for me, Twenty Five So very special, Crystal These words you said when you were alive I laughed and stated its just another day Oh no, Sis, I promise it will be special in every way We laughed, joked and talked about life You sat in YOUR chair And played with your favorite knife You told me you were just going around the block Please dont be long bubba, Keep your eyes on the clock Ill be right back sis, I love you as you shut the door Ok Greg That was it, you spoke no more Knock, knock a neighbor is here Your brothers been in an accident Hes right down there At first I saw your car and didnt think it could be true And then I saw a bloody body And your motorcycle laying next to you I ran fast, as fast as I could My baby brother This is no good Bubba, Greg are you okay You didnt move at all Oh God no, not today I see you lying there just so still Blood is everywhere, Are you alive? Oh God this is making me ill I rush up to hold you tight and give you a kiss They are pushing me away My brothers bleeding, I have to fix this! I called mom and it was all I could say Bubba, Bubba, accident Oh no Mom, and its your birthday I handed the phone to a man who stood next to me As he explained details to Mom I stood there and watched your heart bleed My body trembling as I stared at you on the ground Police, Firefighters and Ambulance But I could not hear a sound You are lying there as still as if you are asleep I have never felt so helpless All I can do is weep I swore up and down that youd be alright You may be my baby brother But youll put up a big fight I called Dad with the news and heard him cry Baby I have one question, he said Is he going to die? Out of anger I yelled, Hell No! Hes going to be okay Im not understanding this Why are they acting this way We met you at the hospital with no time to spare The nurse came in to tell us No brain waves are there Mom panicking and oh so sad She knew her baby was dying And for some reason that made me mad How can she think this when youre her baby? Have some hope Mother Tell me he is going to live, just maybe I could not take it watching her shed so many tears I need fresh air now Someone needs to get me out of here I was told that Grandpa and the church were praying for you Little did I know They were on their way too Waiting and waiting we were heartbroken The Chaplain came in That is when the painful words were spoken Dr. Lilly walked in to say Were doing all we can, I just dont think theres a chance, not this day I ran out of the room not knowing what to think This cannot be true I am feeling my heart sink The Chaplain came outside to say that Mom really needs me She is hurting so bad And wants to hold her other baby As I walk back in, Mom greets me Do you want to go see your brother, Crystal? This will be your last chance you see We walked with the nurse to head upstairs Mom is in tears And I feel like I cant even care I am just so damn confused, not understanding whats going on Greg, you are our life This is where you belong Walking to the room, Mom asked if I was going to be okay Of course I am Again, Why is she acting this way With tears in my eyes I could only proceed Doctors, Nurses running everywhere Oh my God, I dropped to my knees This is horrible; I just want to make it right I run out the doors Mom looks, I am nowhere in sight I sat outside crying, asking God how could this be You cant take my little brother He makes us a complete family I started back to the room just so I could hold your hand You are so pale sweetie Yet STILL a beautiful man I prayed to God not to take my only brother Just one more chance Please dont do this to my Mother Dads next to me screaming Oh God No I cannot believe this is happening Greg, Youre letting go I feel Moms hand touch my shoulder Whats going on here? I feel the room getting colder Mom looks at me and says, Thats it How? Where are the doctors Cant they do shit? I do still not understand, what does this mean? Hes Gone, Dr. Lilly says No, this cant be what it seems The doctor announces the time is five o five I am sorry maam Your brother did not make it alive This is the day that replays in my head TO: Gregory Thomas Temple Scott My baby Brother BY: Crystal Jo Ball

Feeling very blah.....

Hey Guys, I'm finally home! For a little while at least... Jellystone was tons of fun! We spent the four days swimming and laying out. It was really nice to be able to relax for a change! Anyways.....I just got home from church.....well we went shopping after church so I guess I just got home from shopping, and now I have the biggest headache in the world! UGH Oh ok....update on my Grandpa......he saw a doctor in Marshfield and he will probably be having open-heart surgery.....again......the doctors aren't sure if that will help at all but it the only thing they can do at the moment so hopefully everything will go well. And he has been put on medication to drain the water retained in his legs, he's already lost 15 pounds so that's a good sign that the medication is doing it's job. But please please please pray for him. *sigh* wow.....I'm really not having a good day....I'm not even sure why! Oh well....I'm gonna head out....have a good day everyone and thank you sooooo much for keeping my family in your prayers! Jen

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About Braai's, FTV and Slapshots..

So... there we were - havin a few beers at The Bosses Bosses house where my Bosses Bosses Boss had joined us from London. Beer going down like fathers pants on Mothers Day, next thing we knew someone shouts lets go to Frankies! Right so we off - LARSON offers to take the Bosses Bosses Boss back to the hotel.. halfway across town he realises he's goin to the wrong hotel! First impressions... GOTTA LOVE IT! Anyway we finally arrive at Frankies - The Three Musketeers... CALL ME A CAB SOMEONE! But we jus got here mate - Oh no sorry, the drink! Next thing we know FTV MIDNIGHT HOT hits the big screen..! Guys cant take there eyes away from the plasma.. and the camera phone starts snapping away... SKYFELLOW not shy says i bet u i can take a photo up this girls skirt without gettin slapped..! BET WON!! On the way to the house... that is CROWDED. LARSON and MULLER double parkinghit the dance floor.."BOGEY ON MY6 ITS GOT TONE..!" Thats Mullergone... gone home for a bit of a "lie down"one Wingman down! SO with dancing shoes on SKYFELLOW and LARSON hit the dance floor.. ripping up the moves when... the chick from Frankies steps up and says "Arnt you the guy who tried to take a photo up my skirt?!" to which SKYFELLOW replies "Yes but look it didnt come out - next time I'll make sure my phone's got a flash!!!" 1x slap to the facetakes the stingout of the step and we retreat to the bar.. still double parking LARSON reckons i need some more money - OH LOOK theres a ATM by the bar.. PROVE IT! Draws R1000.. as u can imagine the night from there on became a of a collage! A great time was by all and the next morning at work the boys were wearing it PROPERLY... PROVE IT! ok, see the pictures...

tonight is gonna be fun

I'm so excited! Tonight I get to play with the JV. Its cool cuz I'm gonna play with both teams so I'm gonna have games like every night. That could get tiring but o well. Anyways this weekend should be kinda fun. I'm goin to Imy's game and then hanging out with him afterwards and then on Sunday I'm going to my aunts church to watch my cousin get baptized and then go to a party. Sounds fun don't it? But yea I will talk to you all later.

Murphy's Friday Top 10 List

Top 10 Reasons I Wish My Life Was a Broadway Musical10. I'd always have an orchestra coming in on cue to add drama to what I'm saying. I feel a song coming on...9. People would always laugh at my jokes. Did you hear the one about...8. People on stage rarely eat. Think of the money and calories I'd save!7. My name on a billboard in lights. I can't convince them to do that where I really work.6. My hair and make-up would always look perfect. No frizz, no grey roots, no smudged eyeliner.5. I'd never have to go to the dentist. Nuff said!4. I'd always say the right thing at the right time. All the mistakes would be worked out in rehearsal.3. Every night, I'd have a handsome, romantic leading man who adores me. And I'd never have to cook for him or do his laundry.2. At the end of each night, all my problems would be resolved. Sweet dreams.1.And the #1 reason: Mo' Money!!! Top 10 Reasons I'm Glad My Life Is Not a Broadway Musical10. I'd always know how my life is going to turn out. No mystery = no fun!9. It would be wearisome to face the same dilemmas day after day after day. Oh wait, I really do that.8. All that stage make-up might make me break out. Had enough of that in my teens, thank you very much.7. I'd get too hot with the lights and all. Do they make Arrid Xtra Dry in industrial strength?6. I'd miss David, Jay and Craig (Letterman, Leno & Ferguson) every night. I couldn't bear to part with my boys.5. Someone saying the same thing to me day after day would make me want to slap them. Oh wait, I do that too.4. The constant applause and adoration would give me too big an ego. Never let me be compared to Britney or Paris, besides the obvious reasons.3. Talk about the ultimate case of not being able to get a song out of your head. Getting to know you, getting to know all about...no, no, make it stop.2. I'd have to wear the same clothes every day. Ewwww!1. Having someone tell me exactly what to do and say every minute of my life would really tick me off. Miss Independent!

It a wonderful day in the city.

Praise the Lord today,Hallelujah!!!! I woke up with Jesus on my mind and heart. I slept pretty good last night. I ate at a nice resturante with my honey and brother and Alishia. The food was really good. I had a nice day until Leilani came in and started trouble for everybody here. It's so good to know Jesus. Today I will ask God to keep me in his way. I didn't attend church service this morning. I read God's words which is so important to me. Big Gil is off today. My avon order is due in. I'll relax my legs. I was able to chat with my gilrfriend from PA which was a good thing. It's another hot day. I was able check out all my emails and reply to some of them. I feel pretty good thank God. Gil, ll went to his church this morning. I hadlots of people over this weekend which was ok.It's good to be alive. I pray that all will have a Blessed day and those who don't know the Lord Jesus to seek him while he can be found. Have a nice day!!! AJC

School Starts Tomorrow! YEE HAAW!

School Starts Tomorrow The day has arrived after 2 1/2 months of summer break.Nowlet'scheck the list: School Supplies Clothes Shoes Backpacks Lunch Boxes Food for Cold Lunches Haircuts! Did we forget anything? Oh ya, PTO volunteer sign up sheets. Ok. I think that's it. Isn't it? Now the kids are putting together their favorite outfits to wear on the first day... How exciting! Do you remember when my sister and I did that, Mom?Only, "low rise" denim jeans were unheard of back then... Thank goodness! (Have you SEEN how low those pantsare in front now? What in the world??? Wait... Maybe they don't do that in Italy?)

my sleep deprived weekend

ok so friday corey was online and hes neva online (grrr) so i stayed up til like 6 talkin to him on line then i had to wake up at 9 b/c i went bowling and out to eat w/ my parents.......then saturday nyte i went to brookes and didnt get to bed til about 6 again b/c we stayed up talking on the phone/internet.........then i had to wake up at about 9:30 b/c i ahd to go park cars at threshers (which was totally fun by the way even tho im totally sunburnt)....then that nyte tonya came over and we watched movies til 4.......i woke up bout 10 and went to her house to hang out..........now tonyte im gonna go over to bryces at about 1 when our parents are asleep and watch movies so im gonna be really cranky in the morning.........lol..........ttyl Kristin

Do the blog

Figuring out the blog thing, apparantly it's all the rage. Dance recital was a long process, but a hit. Kids had a blast, and while i was hoping it may make them realize that it's a lot of work to take two classes a piece, and they would back down to one, it seems to have backfired. They are all wanting to sign up for multiple, many, numerous classes. Ben suddenly wants to do tap and theater arts as well as the Irish. madison wants theater arts and any darn dance class the lovely ms. Sylvia is teaching and Gillian is set on Ballet, Tap, Jazz, theater arts, and she says maybe hip hop if she likes it this summer. So lets see we would have to do about 14 costume changes for recital...HA i think not kids. Getting the pool ripped off was a big bummer..I asked michael if he had it done just to say "I told you so". He had said not to put it there, but it was so heavy i didn't feel like carrying it to the back! whoa is me, i may almost have to admit he was right one time. apparantly our neighbor had their carpet shampooer that was in pieces drying out stole right out of their front yard...it's nearly comical that people are so bold and so freaking stupid with so little respect. Apparantly they tell me the loan is going to happen, it's just happening slowly. At this point in life i Have no patience for slow. It will be so wonderful to have these floors looking beautiful and to have windows that we can open that someone just can't hop right into (including every bug on the planet) without at least a little bit of noise and effort. Beautiful emmie will appreciate being able to walk on floors that don't have seams where one throw rug ends and the next begins....they are mean old rugs and trip her daily. School is out in 4 more days...sorta silly that they have to go half day on monday but oh well . . . spring fever is hitting hard around these parts, and the kids are not wanting to do their homework/behave/listen/go to bed before 10:30 because it's still light out until then. I need to tackle the laundry today...whoa is me. I hate laundry, and am so thankful I am not in Anitas situation carrying it up and down stairs and such. I would honestly be purchasing all the 3.00 clothes at walmart and throwing them away after dirty haha.

Identity Theft Updates

everybody!! (do this even though our computer "automaticly" updates itself cuz somtimes it doesnt get all of em)go to the internet go to the task bar and click on tools,go to windows updates,push costum download the updates butNOTthe wiindows media one or any updates that are under hardwear.(do this even though our computer "automaticly" updates itself cuz somtimes it doesnt get all of em)

the boulevard

today me and robyn got our hair done. i got a trim/restyle. i am out of the stick straight hair phase i guess u could say, and so is robyn she got a perm. after that i went to acapulco fresh and there was this hot guy working there. and then i came home and now i'm writing this thing.