the absurdity of emotion

it's queer that i feel very lonely today. i shouldn't feelthis wayon such a busy morning. there are tons of works in front of me but suddenly i just feel gloomy. have u guys ever felt this way before? People's emotionis justlike the Labyrinth, i believe. u'll never know what is ahaed of u and u r trapped in your own confusion and lostmind. and of course, people react differently with their changing moods and emotions. some are able to keep it inside very well. some explode it all. some complain about everything. some put all the blames on others. some said that they never face the real happiness and sadness is their truthfulcompany. what's the best way to deal with emotion? who is considered brave and who is the coward? i'm still figuring that out. if u guys know the right answer, just show me the light, ok? ps. sorry for all the absurdity above.now i feel better. thnks for reading and trying to understand my message. hee hee hee